heart - The Love Journey of Lakshmi

Is love behavioral?

Posted on 21/04/202521/04/2025 by Lakshmi

We were talking about men.
However I don’t know quite well anymore how the conversation went.

It came a bit out of the blue, when I said it.

Nothing came after that, but it felt right to say it this way.

Fast and a bit sharp.
To make sure it was coming out right.

Mainly because I was investigating my time, what kind of man that I like.

Because we can see the people for who we think we are.
Cultural beings, living in their own space, perhaps minding their own business.
Dividing their time how they like, with a peace of mind.

Where we are making a choice for our own sake, perhaps even with our heart.

A journey I have been trying to discover.
To figure out for myself.

Therefore it wasn’t weird to say this.
Have this question.

However, it was something more final.

Where this question started to become alive for me.

‘Is love behavioral?’

Love is emotional

Posted on 14/11/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

It is a sense of belief I had.

I don’t think you can really call it an epiphany.

That a community can bring so much more than we think about.
Not just the security and safety as a base to start from.

But it can give those experiences that are good for the heart and soul.

Partying as an example. Drinking till early in the morning.
Being shit faced and still showing up for that sunday breakfast.
While we try to keep our eyes open and everyone around knows exactly where we have been and not even feeling sorry for us. Perhaps even laughing a little bit, not just behind our back, also not laughing in our face.
Enough to feel just that, where we will remember till this day.

It could be the only way to go, to grow up and become.
Or finding the one we love.

It is where we are doing things that are on the edge, perhaps even we know we shouldn’t do.
Or at least when we think about it later, telling ourselves that it was a bit tricky, yes.

However there is no regret, just a smile on the face to capture that moment that somehow still is there.
Making us feel alive from the inside.

Matters of the heart, happen when we least expect it

Posted on 31/10/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

Because when we did what we needed to do, learned those lessons that are out there for us to be picked up. We can leave that place for us to never return again.

For a new chapter to open up that is good for our heart.

The way to the heart of the princess

Posted on 07/04/202415/05/2025 by Lakshmi

And when that moment happens.

That he keeps standing on his two feet.
Not letting his ego get in his way.

I will say something like : ‘No, I am Lakshmi’.

Because that is the name I prefer to be called.

It matters that you love yourself

Posted on 02/03/202402/03/2024 by Lakshmi

Although I might not know who I am.

I know I am Lakshmi.

Signing up for a love that is meant for me

Posted on 01/03/202416/05/2025 by Lakshmi

La vie en rose exists, but I rather want something that blossoms when the sun sets and where I wake up without thinking too much about if my heart needs to be strong.

Perhaps even waking up to something where I can hold his hand and he gives me a kiss on the cheek.

I am just signing up for something that is meant for me.