Love is hidden in conversations, meetings and situations.
Just a few examples.
How we think and what we believe.
What we want and crave.
What makes our heart beat or just that we want to listen to some music and sit in silence.
Because when we think and see it like it is connected to male or female, we are missing out on a lot.
On what love truly is about.
What it has in store for us and how we can live a life full of love.
Don’t we all just want that?
It is where I go into deep.
In my thoughts, my feelings and things I see, experience and everything else.
This is where I can find the things for me to understand about love.
Writing is a way to heal. To leave behind what isn’t necessary.
But moreover it is also for you to understand what all is there.
When it comes to love.
The core of my love journey is where I take you with me.
Into deep in my thoughts and feelings.
For the simple fact I can find these places in myself and I am happy to take you there.
I am not afraid to show you.
It is not a hidden place, but my writing is a way to make it come to the surface.
It is something sensitive and private.
Perhaps spiritual to make that way down in myself and come back with this preciousness.
Because my love journey is that to me.
But most of all it is who I am.
Every single story, sentence and word.
All is true and vulnerable in its essence.
And by saying this.
I finally made it.
I made it complete.
Because I have to say, it was really really hard for me to express this.
I think I was a little bit afraid there.
What you were thinking about it.
That I was a fool or perhaps a bit crazy.
But I am not that.
I am just full of love.
Because the privilege of life is just this.
To eat your cake and having it too.
The importance of knowing that we know where broken hearts go.
Perhaps even that place in our heart.
An emptiness to fill.
To heal and make it beat again.
For us to return to the part of where love can actually happen.
“You are not your feelings, watch them with curiosity”
The love for a city is something I am talking about in my story “Lisbon Love”.
A marketing trick or just something how it is?
I don’t know.
But what I do know, is that all involves a relation.
Not just with people or animals.
Perhaps even to have a relationship with a city.
It could be.
In my perception it was a long time ago.
However it wasn’t.
It is still a little bit of a dark place in myself.
And that is why I am feeling it like that.
That I am in tune with myself.
I think that is something I can confirm.
If it makes me a better person, I don’t know.
But I am happy that I have come to this kind of place, that I can share it with you.
I was wondering if boys think the same as girls.
If they think further when they meet someone.
I am not speaking about what they think about getting married, or fantasizing about their outfit at the altar.
But perhaps it is more innocent, or less far fetched.
I don’t know how to explain otherwise, for the simple fact that I am just asking this.
If boys also do that.
Many things are going on.
Mainly in myself.
Big things that are happening.
And I am starting to understand it is getting time.
Finally not running out of it anymore.
Just saying this to myself.
It was that when I was in that place where I was feeling that I wasn’t fitting in.
Watching my surroundings.
Something I was writing in my story ‘the box of love’.
A start of finding that place I belong.
I had a meeting with a psychologist.
But it wasn’t that I just reached out to one.
As I am watching content all day to make sure one of the online platforms stays safe.
We also see things that are not always nice.