I think it is a place close to my heart.
Love is hidden in conversations, meetings and situations.
Just a few examples.
How we think and what we believe.
What we want and crave.
What makes our heart beat or just that we want to listen to some music and sit in silence.
Because when we think and see it like it is connected to male or female, we are missing out on a lot.
On what love truly is about.
What it has in store for us and how we can live a life full of love.
Don’t we all just want that?
It is where I go into deep.
In my thoughts, my feelings and things I see, experience and everything else.
This is where I can find the things for me to understand about love.
Writing is a way to heal. To leave behind what isn’t necessary.
But moreover it is also for you to understand what all is there.
When it comes to love.
The core of my love journey is where I take you with me.
Into deep in my thoughts and feelings.
For the simple fact I can find these places in myself and I am happy to take you there.
I am not afraid to show you.
It is not a hidden place, but my writing is a way to make it come to the surface.
It is something sensitive and private.
Perhaps spiritual to make that way down in myself and come back with this preciousness.
Because my love journey is that to me.
But most of all it is who I am.
Every single story, sentence and word.
All is true and vulnerable in its essence.
And by saying this.
I finally made it.
I made it complete.
Because I have to say, it was really really hard for me to express this.
I think I was a little bit afraid there.
What you were thinking about it.
That I was a fool or perhaps a bit crazy.
But I am not that.
I am just full of love.
Because the privilege of life is just this.
To eat your cake and having it too.
I believe we sometimes need a push or incentive.
A form of relaxation or just some time for ourselves.
When reading stories, particularly mine, it is all there.
There is no rush. No yelling mother in the background.
No deadline to meet or another reason to procrastinate.
You might ask.
Well, because when I was writing these stories it wasn’t there either.
No stress, no boundaries.
Not an explanation, nor me telling you what to do.
What if we are lovers?
Richness in its essence, it is to understand the value of things.
Money is just a part of that.
Not the end and not the beginning.
Not an importance to live by or a way of identifying yourself with.
Because to me that is poor.
But who I am?
I am just Lakshmi
For the world to read.
All the messages that are there for people to understand.
To understand about me.
My thoughts, feelings and everything else.
And to move forward.
What it is they need to know.
Whatever that is.
Although the journey is mine.
Because that is just what it is.
It is the stories as perhaps some entertainment.
But also for those who want to know that it is ok to follow your feelings.
Perhaps to think a bit different.
To take an unknown path in life.
Or just be hopelessly romantic.
It was something that he mentioned.
That opened my ears.
He said that he could predict who we were going to get married to.
I was intrigued, perhaps just a little interested.
To keep that distance.
For me to find my own answer.
Not getting influenced by his words.
Being safe in my own time and space.
And so I listened.
To what he had to say about that.