When it comes to relationships I want to take a little bit of a break.
I mean, the last 3 stories I wrote about were about that.
I believe it was essential though, for me to find some answers.
Where it starts and what to expect.
To one day have one, a relationship.
To understand the meaning behind it, something important for me.
A solid ground to know what to expect.
I think a relationship involves expectations.
Better to know upfront, before starting one.
Which just makes sense to me.
Since I am going to a different life, perhaps a different way of living, it is important for me to do things differently.
If it is the right thing to do, remains the question.
Why not try and see.
I mean, I am Indian.
Trying is our ground, solid and true.
And when we don’t succeed we try again.
It means I have had relationships, if I can call them that.
Where I parted ways, broke up, was left behind or just didn’t even start with the person involved.
Now I am standing at this point in my life, to do some things differently.
A new decade I am starting, which feels perfect for me.
In spiritual sense it means a new cycle in my life is entering.
I don’t want to say I have always had the same outcome when it comes to relationships, where I did things the same way.
I have had those experiences of relationships, perhaps even concerned with love.
However, I don’t think so.
This is just me trying again.
What I try to say is we can do things differently regardless.
Built up in time and space.
To find what makes our heart thick, to see what makes us strong from the inside and believe in what we didn’t even imagine was there.
Which sounds like love to me.
It is not about getting involved, starting a relationship or where we get our heart broken.
However, it can all happen and is all a possibility.
The essence of all of this is, we are on the go for something we’d ever expect.
Doesn’t that sound lovely?
It is becoming a quest, perhaps one with an open ending.
Where the beat goes on and on.
An upward spiral where we just keep on going.
To an ending we hope to happen.