Connection - The Love Journey of Lakshmi

Love is emotional

Posted on 14/11/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

It is a sense of belief I had.

I don’t think you can really call it an epiphany.

That a community can bring so much more than we think about.
Not just the security and safety as a base to start from.

But it can give those experiences that are good for the heart and soul.

Partying as an example. Drinking till early in the morning.
Being shit faced and still showing up for that sunday breakfast.
While we try to keep our eyes open and everyone around knows exactly where we have been and not even feeling sorry for us. Perhaps even laughing a little bit, not just behind our back, also not laughing in our face.
Enough to feel just that, where we will remember till this day.

It could be the only way to go, to grow up and become.
Or finding the one we love.

It is where we are doing things that are on the edge, perhaps even we know we shouldn’t do.
Or at least when we think about it later, telling ourselves that it was a bit tricky, yes.

However there is no regret, just a smile on the face to capture that moment that somehow still is there.
Making us feel alive from the inside.

Object of my love desire

Posted on 14/11/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

How beautiful what this stare in my eyes was showing.

By not following his eyes, but closing mine, staring it down.

It was telling this story.

A softness I am expressing, a way to be compassionate about him.
I think he is also just human, going with what he has.
I guess that is just what it is.

Although it did make me angry just a little.
The way he stared into my eyes.

It is an invasion of my space, perhaps even time.
Where I am asleep from the inside for reasons that are good for me.

Taking a rest doesn’t always happen when we have our eyes closed.

From a human perspective you would do too, honestly.

However that stare woke me up, to understand that fire I have inside of me.

Are photos part of the journey of love?

Posted on 07/11/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

As that love story : ‘Will love happen in the future?’ tells a story with a photographer and about what we are doing.

‘Some cultures think that photos or photography can take away your soul’.

I believe we will be meeting at a place where we are both comfortable or uncomfortable at the same time.
It would be the same difference.

It is a way to come together, where we would bring each other down to continue on the beaten path.

Not to say we need to lessen or lower our standards.
I am not speaking about bringing each other down in a negative way.

But to bring us down for us to continue where we should go.

A feeling I have of being uncomfortable with myself as an example.
Where he is so open to do that.

Letting his eyes speak.
Something he is comfortable with.

Perhaps another lesson of love I need to find for myself.

It would bring me down, to the core of myself.

Where I could help him find his purpose in life.
Because I think that is something that he is questioning himself.

Something I already know.

To develop that part of himself, that is sleeping still.
Which I can wake up with that wildness that I have inside of me.

Love is to cry a river

Posted on 05/11/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

This encounter I had with him explains that we can grow as a person by not just following any river.
Rather to cry one and keep it close to our own.

Walking that path where we can see in the dark, rather than taking that leap, without understanding.

It is this sadness that could turn into something positive.
Where this death of what is not able to live, would find its place outside of myself.

For me to be open for this kind of love to happen one day.

A little love crush

Posted on 31/10/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

With having this little crush, what was nice for its worth.
There are certainly some things that I will remember.
Perhaps even something I needed in my love journey.

I was feeling hot and cold at the same time, however it wasn’t like a fever.
More like a wild night on a rainy day.

I was thinking ahead if I would go there and then changed my plans accordingly.

I was nervous just a little and I think I did show that to him a couple of times.
Fuck, I was really scared when that happened.
However, I think he also didn’t really know what to do with the situation.

‘Scene of falling in love’

Posted on 22/09/202415/05/2025 by Lakshmi

Or at least what we ought to be.

And that can have many meanings.

It is our surroundings that tells us something.

About where we are and where we are going.
What is lacking or something we are wanting.

What we dream of or something we need to let go of.

Perhaps the environment we are in is even more important.
Or at least where it starts.

What is the course of love?

Posted on 14/09/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

But I wonder, perhaps not even thinking anymore.

What happens when we are not able to go with this provided flow?
That is forming a way of stability, a course of life we understand.
With every heartbeat.

To say that all ways of living provide us a certain certainty and stability.
Not just a beginning to start from, but to understand where we are going.

And that makes complete sense.