happy - The Love Journey of Lakshmi

Can an interest lead to love?

But most of all, an interest brings you closer to yourself.
Where the good remains, for people to see who you truly are.

It is that I wonder.
Perhaps another question that is rising.

Is the reason that I watch the world go by like this, that I am looking for love?

I don’t know if it was the change of the weather, as it was raining a lot for a few days.

I was feeling somewhat depressed.

Perhaps it was this weather reflecting my mood.

Or just my own senses that were going underneath the surface to keep me dry from the rain.

The last 6 months there have been many changes and my birthday is coming up in a few months.

I will be 39.

Another year on the horizon and also time to close some chapters.
Perhaps I am just tired from all the things I have been experiencing.

Not able to pause and unwind.

Although I know it was for my own good, to grow and become.

The tiredness was a way my body made me notice, to keep me on track.
To prepare for something I am feeling intuitively.

It must be a new experience.
Something that I am gathering in my cabinet of rarities.

Break ups can be heartfull and causing a lot of pain.
But this experience was something I am happy to have gained.

When it comes to marriage, I am thinking about my parents.

Arranged married, Indian, that is what it is mainly.

If that involves love?
I don’t know, really.

There seems to be a lot of mystery around that.
Arranged marriage.