thoughts - The Love Journey of Lakshmi

A love spell

Posted on 23/12/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

My vision when it comes to men is dark as days and I will tell you why.

They told me lies for their own sake.
Put blame on my shoulder, to avoid taking their responsibility.
Named me names and spread them for people to hear someone I wasn’t.
Went behind my back with another girl or tried to be with me while they were already involved.
Used me as a shield for their own protection.
Making me feel worthless by the words they used.
Touched me at places without my consent.
Walked away with my pride, to tell other people how great they were.
Then smiled at me, like nothing ever happened.

One punched me in the face, but I have to say he was gay.
The other thought it was ok to harass me, because he didn’t get his way.

Is having a love relationship important?

Posted on 05/10/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

In my previous story I am giving an example based on a story that I heard from a Japanese fellow.
On how Japanese people start having a relationship first, before going on a first date.

With this in mind, it seems quite simple I would say.
To start a relationship.

And I believe in the quest of understanding what the start is of a relationship.
I believe it is the question to be asked first.
Is having a love relationship important?

The tools of love

Posted on 14/08/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

Something is happening.
And I find it hard to express.

I have been on this road before and I have said things then also.

Is this a mindfuck of what I am thinking?

I can see my thoughts and everything that comes with it.
However, nothing really happens.

I think that is for the better.
And then my life continues again.

Do we need to look for love on earth?

Posted on 23/05/202423/05/2024 by Lakshmi

To conclude we already know that there are people on earth not looking for love.

A realization when I was writing this story.

It made me think if there is actually someone on earth that does?

Because that is the way love goes

Posted on 05/04/202415/05/2025 by Lakshmi

We need to trust our intuition, following our senses, to not be fooled with what our eyes are seeing, don’t be afraid of the unknown and take care of the situation.

To be able to come to that point we can only make a choice from the heart.
Because that is the way love goes and the way to heart of the princess.

The world is a layer cake of love

Posted on 19/02/202415/03/2024 by Lakshmi

Because the privilege of life is just this.

To eat your cake and having it too.

Or just to be hopelessly romantic

Posted on 07/02/202407/02/2024 by Lakshmi

For the world to read.

All the messages that are there for people to understand.

To understand about me.

My thoughts, feelings and everything else.

To know.
Comprehend.
And to move forward.

What it is they need to know.
Whatever that is.

Although the journey is mine.
Because that is just what it is.

It is the stories as perhaps some entertainment.

But also for those who want to know that it is ok to follow your feelings.
Perhaps to think a bit different.

To take an unknown path in life.

Or just be hopelessly romantic.

A heavy heart is hard to love

Posted on 10/11/202310/11/2023 by Lakshmi

I was wondering if boys think the same as girls.

If they think further when they meet someone.

I am not speaking about what they think about getting married, or fantasizing about their outfit at the altar.

But perhaps it is more innocent, or less far fetched.

I don’t know how to explain otherwise, for the simple fact that I am just asking this.
If boys also do that.

Could there be a system where love could live?

Posted on 25/08/202301/09/2023 by Lakshmi

It was something that kept my mind occupied.

And that I couldn’t find the words on how to say or even express it.

So, this is what I normally do whenever something like this happens.

I just sit and let the words speak by themselves. Letting my fingers be the extension of what it is that wants to be said on paper.
That is the space the words would come out right.

But the most important thing for me to do, is not just to sit but find the time that there is nothing else.

No need to finish. No boundary of time.
Just me sitting in a space filled with only that.

Could this be a love connection?

Posted on 13/07/202324/02/2025 by Lakshmi

I don’t really know what it started.
That I was having these thoughts.

For a second it felt like I was having feelings.

For this other person.

But when I felt deeper, they weren’t there.

I don’t know if that was a good thing.
However I was glad I didn’t have any feelings for this person.

Perhaps I had these thoughts just to make sure I was looking deeper.
To rule out that there was something that could lead to something.