It was in a moment of tiredness, that I gave my number.
They were sitting at a table and we were invited to sit there.
I was with company and the sun was shining.
The girls I was with, knew the people sitting at the table.
Is what I thought.
It is that I am in a low when it is comes to dating.
I am not seeing anyone. I don’t think of any guy(s).
Even when I see a guy that looks good, it doesn’t make my mind spin.
My fantasy is not taking a leap with me.
Not that I am a saint, but more that I am too busy with other things.
Making plans, understand what I am doing.
Trying to think ahead and somewhere in between sleeping.
And even if I feel that my eyes are looking a bit too close, because there is a gentleman passing, it is my head that turns and brings back the focus of what I am supposed to be doing.
However it was something that I was thinking that made me starting thinking a bit different.