To be with a woman is very soft.
Everything is soft.
The kissing, the hands, the caressing.
‘But at the end of the day, I just want dick’.
‘I need to be fucked’, my friend told me.
I went on a date, a few days later.
‘So when I am talking with another girl, would you try her out?’
He asked me.
‘I wouldn’t even think that’. I told him.
‘I would listen to what she is saying’.
‘It happened to me once, actually’, I said to him.
‘I had broken up with my ex, but we were still sort of meeting’.
‘Nothing sexual’.
‘I didn’t have a lot of people around me at that time and sometimes he invited me for a drink’.
In his mind, he was doing something nice.
However, he always did it to show he was nice.
It was for his own ego.
I always knew that, but I also needed to be around people for my own mental state.
I am a social person and being around people is healthy for me.
That’s why I went with him, despite I knew he didn’t really mean to be nice.
I went for my own sake.
So one day we were having food with a few people and he started to talk with the waitress, quite obviously.
Of course we had broken up already.
But despite that we had broken up already.
It is very offensive.
Out of respect for that other person, you just don’t do that.
I am still a girl and sitting right at the same table.
But it didn’t really bother me.
However, it did leave me a little unnoticed.
It was just a confirmation of his behaviour, that he wasn’t really nice.
Something I already knew.
So I just sat there, watching what was happening.
The girl played along with him for a while.
I think I would have done the same.
It’s nice to get some attention and my ex is a nice looking guy.
When I had finished my food. I paid my part of the bill and went home.
By myself.
‘So if I invite a girl for like a threesome, would you send her away or would you secretly want her to be part of it?’ My date asked.
‘There is like 99% woman that don’t know they are bi-sexual, and 1% is just really isn’t’.
‘Actually If I would have a serious relationship, I would never do a threesome in the first place with a girl’.
‘Also not with a man’, I told my date.
‘For me, it would just be a sign there is something wrong either with me or the relationship I am having with this person’.
‘I should be enough’.
‘If for any other reasons it would happen somehow, I would send her away’.
‘No girl is ever going to share the bed with my man, even if I was there with him’.
‘And if my man would persist, I would tell him to have fun and the relationship would end just there’.
I had stopped talking.
‘So you are that 1%’, my date said.