The Love Journey of Lakshmi
Many times I have heard : ‘He is already in a relationship, we just broke up’.
Therefor it was more surprising to me when my friend said : ‘I was in a relationship for a long time, being with someone else already would not be respectfull to her’.
This was the first time I heard something like this.
It was even more surprising to me, coming from a guy telling me this.
The free spirit women, let me call them like this.
It is not something I consider myself, however I am spirited and my mind is free.
However it doesn’t say anything more than this.
We think that free spirited women, can just do whatever, let me stick with this.
Only because I am a woman.
But let me tell you a short story.
Once I wrote something that is happening before being single.
I called it nothing.
Which basically means, your own thoughts and feelings.
The fruition of this nothing, is my website, with my stories expressing this.
My own love journey, how appropiate.
‘But you know he is French’, is what my friend told me.
It was a reversed warning, because it was something I already knew.
And also because me and my french lover had ended it already.
The french are not that reliable when it comes to love.
The irony.
‘I envy you for your choices’.
‘That you are a bit picky when it comes to men’.
It is what someone said to me one day.
When it comes to men, I think the guys that fall for me are quite simple.
And the question is of course, is there any attraction the other way around.
Not to put any blame, just not discarding here my own responsibility.
Opposites attract perhaps?
What else could it really be?
Many times I am watching videos on different platforms on social media.
If you are reading my stories, I think you would know by now.
Not to make you feel bad, just that it is something you could be knowing from my stories.
It is also not about the videos, nor me writing and putting my opinion and expression over it.
I think this year is my 10th anniversary of practicing yoga.
Struck by a virus, that has led me to stay in bed.
If I count back, it must already be a month.
The virus.
The bounding to my bed, just a few days.
All for purpose, is what I know.
Not the purpose itself. The virus.
It was a bit of a sunny day.
One of those days it was lucky that the sun was still shining in the late afternoon.
We were sitting out of the wind and that gave us almost a summer feeling.
Although it was still winter.
We were sitting on a bench, in a park.
However there was a busy street closeby, where cars were passing by.
We already had to stop our conversation several times from the sirens of ambulances.
Perhaps it was for a reason we needed to stop talking, just for a short while.
There was a lot we talked about.
Lately my mind goes to what kind of love I am attracting.
I spoke about this before in my story ‘law of attraction’.
As I already expressed that I do not want any interference, because that is a path I am walking.
Not only for my own protection.
It is that I am thinking about what kind of love is out there, that could be for me.
A connection that is good for our health and being.
The law of attraction is all about making the right order.