The finding of a place called home is not something easily to consider.
And I don’t even know if I can call it a journey of love.
It is a journey in itself.
The start of this, I believe, is something brave.
I just don’t know how this ends.
Or where I will be.
It is a decision that I need to make.
I don’t know how it will end.
I even don’t know the way to that destination.
Perhaps that is already the destination in itself.
Something I just remembered.
I once told a story to my friend.
A true one, someone that I actually lived and did.
Once I was in Denmark.
I did some voluntary work on a farm.
We had to work from dawn till dusk.
Only the weekends we had off.
Most of the time, we even stayed on the farm on the weekends.
There was not so much to do around.
But then one weekend came and we had decided to take a little trip.
We were allowed to take the car and drove a little bit.
I drove, the rest couldn’t.
We were with 3 people I believe.
There wasn’t much traffic.
It wasn’t an unknown destination.
We were trying to find a cliff.
For some reason it was a famous cliff.
I still don’t know why though.
There is also a stair with 496 steps.
I walked those stairs and finished.
It wasn’t that hard.
But I don’t think that is something that a cliff should be famous about.
Perhaps I haven’t read the descriptions.
But to come back to this story, we were trying to find that cliff.
We were driving around in the car and we were asking out loud, where this cliff was.
Expressing our discontent.
We didn’t know where to look.
I mean, do you know what a cliff looks like?
And where to find one?
Then we stopped the car in the middle of the woods.
There was a little house, of what it looked and we all walked to this house, to ask someone where this (fucking) cliff was.
Then these people started laughing.
I actually didn’t say fucking.
That was just a matter of speech.
To explain, we were tired of driving around and looking for this cliff.
When they had stopped laughing, they said.
‘You’re standing on the cliff’.
I think I smiled then, just a little bit.