The Love Journey of Lakshmi
Although the information I am receiving is about someone I know.
The truth is that we are not together and I have to understand what I need to be doing, to be involved in the right way.
It is not that I am desperate or am trying to get involved, only because I have been receiving this kind of information.
In that sense, I am disconnecting from this and would like to understand what it is that I need in a relationship.
Apart from knowing it is him.
Sometimes I just search things on the internet, because I am just interested.
Perhaps it is connected with me being a Sagittarius, that I am open to learning.
Lately I found out that is also a mechanism for me to raise my energy, or better to say fill up my battery.
As convenient as it is.
It is just not that I want to know something specific.
The following is what I was reading :
‘Can Asexuals have sex?’
It is a lost memory.
At least I lost it somehow.
The irony is that I remembered it just now.
It came back to me, because of some decisions I made.
About my life and about the things I was feeling.
Perhaps even things I have experienced.
Struck by a virus, that has led me to stay in bed.
If I count back, it must already be a month.
The virus.
The bounding to my bed, just a few days.
All for purpose, is what I know.
Not the purpose itself. The virus.
It was a bit of a sunny day.
One of those days it was lucky that the sun was still shining in the late afternoon.
We were sitting out of the wind and that gave us almost a summer feeling.
Although it was still winter.
We were sitting on a bench, in a park.
However there was a busy street closeby, where cars were passing by.
We already had to stop our conversation several times from the sirens of ambulances.
Perhaps it was for a reason we needed to stop talking, just for a short while.
There was a lot we talked about.
Lately my mind goes to what kind of love I am attracting.
I spoke about this before in my story ‘law of attraction’.
As I already expressed that I do not want any interference, because that is a path I am walking.
Not only for my own protection.
It is that I am thinking about what kind of love is out there, that could be for me.
A connection that is good for our health and being.
The law of attraction is all about making the right order.
I received an invitation for a 21-day challenge that was connected with the law of attraction.
My mind started to spin about the things we call attraction.
Not to go into deep of what it is we find attractive. However it could be the start for a story I will write about, one day in the future.
To come back to attraction.
For some time, already for years I have been on the side of the things that are going around about the law of attraction.