It is a lost memory.
I lost it somehow.
The irony is that I remembered it just now.
It came back to me, because of some decisions I made.
About my life and about the things I was feeling.
Perhaps even things I have experienced.
To a new journey I am embarking and perhaps even have to face some people.
I don’t have any idea how I should be feeling.
My memory is showing me about an event, already some years ago.
It was where I couldn’t hold it anymore.
And the only thing I could do, was to let go.
It broke my heart, because I didn’t wish for it.
It wasn’t that I wanted to have it any other way, but it was just not anymore an option.
The same experience I am at the moment facing.
Perhaps this is why my mind is showing me this.
That it is coming back.
So I can learn from it.
Because sometimes it isn’t something what we want or what it is that we want to be attracting.
Sometimes life has a different plan for us and says.
´This is happening for you, so there is no other option for you then to be leaving´.
The only thing to do, is that you need to take this chance and follow the current of the river.
And allong the way, please keep on writing.
This last sentence, was a private message for me from the universe.
As I understand my soul’s whisper.
Perhaps it is this sadness that I feel, which is coming back as a memory.
I didn’t even know that this is a possibility.
But it were the words from my yoga teacher that made me again existing.
‘Who knows what is here for you waiting..’