children - The Love Journey of Lakshmi

A love spell

Posted on 23/12/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

My vision when it comes to men is dark as days and I will tell you why.

They told me lies for their own sake.
Put blame on my shoulder, to avoid taking their responsibility.
Named me names and spread them for people to hear someone I wasn’t.
Went behind my back with another girl or tried to be with me while they were already involved.
Used me as a shield for their own protection.
Making me feel worthless by the words they used.
Touched me at places without my consent.
Walked away with my pride, to tell other people how great they were.
Then smiled at me, like nothing ever happened.

One punched me in the face, but I have to say he was gay.
The other thought it was ok to harass me, because he didn’t get his way.

What is a succesfull love relationship?

Posted on 19/09/202414/05/2025 by Lakshmi

Just to say that a successful relationship is not a fulfillment when we reach that kind of destination.
Having children or being married. Just as examples.
I still believe this is outdated, perhaps even an outdated mindset.

To say that these examples can be a block of love for the ones out there looking for any kind of commitment.

A space where love can meet

Posted on 12/11/202312/11/2023 by Lakshmi

I was going through my stories and was reading :
‘What is the meaning of being Single?’

To me it is a moment where you are complete.
Satisfied with your own being.
Not considered with outside influences.

Not going beyond your feelings, perhaps even thoughts.

However, even if it isn’t like that.
It doesn’t matter.

Then there is still something to be learning.

It is that I returned to Lisbon and had talks about dating.

Love is love, no matter what age

Posted on 21/07/202303/09/2023 by Lakshmi

I was going through my own pictures on my phone and saw some video’s I once made.

One was when I was celebrating my 37th birthday.

A little game I played, with people I once knew.
It was actually a drinking game, where questions were asked and then we had to drink at some point.

I don’t really know how it was played, since we decided to just answer the questions.
We had to laugh a lot about it. About the answers.

But it wasn’t much about the questions, answers or the celebration of my birthday.

It was about something that I heard, when watching another video.

But before all that, I need to start to find a lover first

Posted on 16/06/202305/09/2023 by Lakshmi

‘How old are you?’

A question that is rising more often.

Soon after I say my age, the question is sometimes: ‘Do you still want children?’

Not so much in a sense of dating, but it is the way Dutch people are speaking.

It was one time when I was working in the restaurant that I said ‘I am 38’.
I think the customer was overwhelmed by that number and said : ‘You need to hurry before getting children’.

Is it really love?

Posted on 06/06/202314/10/2024 by Lakshmi

There are some stories that I am reading.

About women, where they find a partner, that is already in a relationship with another woman.

I am always amazed, because I always read that every single woman in these stories are telling that ‘they shouldn’t be doing that’.
However they continue, because there are stories outthere where the man chooses to be with ‘the other woman’. And this is something they are holding on to.