‘What is a connection for you?’
It was a conversation I had.
The Love Journey of Lakshmi
‘I have friends that have Tinder babies’. The lady told me.
I was watching the blond hair of the woman that was laying in front of me.
Her face was down. I was gently massaging her neck.
As scrolling down on Tinder, I am thinking to hold the account even when I will have a relationship.
‘I am done with it’, I mean really done with it!’
Her voice was loud and I could hear the frustration.
I was listening to what she was saying and trying to make sense of what she meant.
‘You mean with Alex?’ I asked.
‘Why don’t we skip the common..?’ Is what he wrote to me on Tinder.
‘What do you mean I asked him?’
‘Can we talk about it later?’ is what I heard.
It sounded exactly as serious as it was meant to be.
I was in the common area of the toilet.
‘Why don’t you come sit and have a drink?’ asked my coworker.
We had finished our working hours and he was sitting at the bar.
‘No, I will go home. I am tired’. But I didn’t say it as firmly as I maybe would have wanted to say.
I was really just tired.
I went to the toilet instead.
‘To be with a woman is very soft’. Everything is soft. The kissing, the hands, the caressing’.
‘But at the end of the day, I just want dick’. I need to be fucked.’ My friend told me.
I went on a date the next a few days later.
‘So when I am talking with another girl, would you try to get her out?’ He asked me.
‘When I am around women I become ‘the man’’. Is what my friend told me.
We occasionally also work together.
I don’t know what made us connect. But we just did.
I was listening to her words, while my feet were touching the grass.
It was a nice day.
‘You should create your man’, told my friend. We were still walking in the park and it was all that I could remember.
Creation. Does this mean something that doesn’t exist? Is creation something we don’t know or is creation, something that already exists, but we don’t know yet. Is it beyond our own belief that we forgot what existing means? Or have we ever?