‘Why are you single?’
This question had been popping up in different ways.
Only because it was showing at least 3 times it made me realize I needed to find an answer.
Category: Heartbreak
To have a love that I can call mine
I told myself that I am letting go of what I am.
Perhaps just for this story, to understand better, what it is I am meaning.
Or that I need a little bit more healing.
It is my mind that has been going back to a couple of years ago.
Where I was in a relationship but didn’t have the strength to let go of that person.
Is it really love?
There are some stories that I am reading.
About women, where they find a partner, that is already in a relationship with another woman.
I am always amazed, because I always read that every single woman in these stories are telling that ‘they shouldn’t be doing that’.
However they continue, because there are stories outthere where the man chooses to be with ‘the other woman’. And this is something they are holding on to.
What is the right time to start a relationship?
Many times I have heard : ‘He is already in a relationship, we just broke up’.
Therefor it was more surprising to me when my friend said : ‘I was in a relationship for a long time, being with someone else already would not be respectfull to her’.
This was the first time I heard something like this.
It was even more surprising to me, coming from a guy telling me this.
There is more to the story
With one of my lovers I had some words.
Arguing is not something I like, but sometimes it just happens.
He had said it already a couple of times.
“They gave you clothes and a roof above your head, you should be more appreciative”.
He was talking about my adoptive parents and even called himself in this argument we had, the advocate of the devil.
There is a better Love waiting
It must be a new experience.
Something that I am gathering in my cabinet of rarities.
Break ups can be heartfull and causing a lot of pain.
But this experience was something I am happy to have gained.
The current of the river
It is a lost memory.
At least I lost it somehow.
The irony is that I remembered it just now.
It came back to me, because of some decisions I made.
About my life and about the things I was feeling.
Perhaps even things I have experienced.
‘Attraction, is a choice you need to be making’
Lately my mind goes to what kind of love I am attracting.
I spoke about this before in my story ‘law of attraction’.
As I already expressed that I do not want any interference, because that is a path I am walking.
Not only for my own protection.
It is that I am thinking about what kind of love is out there, that could be for me.
A connection that is good for our health and being.
The law of attraction is all about making the right order.
‘There is more room in a broken heart’
You wouldn’t say, but I am a heartbreaker.
Love tastes as a bittersweet feeling
Whatever had happened, I still can’t fully grasp.
I received a text.
From him.
I broke it off with him, just a few weeks ago.
Again.
This was the third time already.