time - The Love Journey of Lakshmi

How deep is your love?

I am just telling that story, my ears were hearing.

At the same time I was thinking.
‘How deep is that love?’

I don’t even know if that remains on the surface, but I think we can at least say that this isn’t a form of love.
If you would ask me at least.

Perhaps it has to do with the tides of the ocean.
It comes and goes.

Like those girls, it is easy for these boys to catch them like that.
Surfing those waves.

I didn’t write it down like this on purpose, but it could be a form of truth.

Not a blame I am putting out there.
It could be the match they are making.

I believe time will tell itself if something wants to be found.

For science, humanity or anything else.

Just to not interfere in something we are not sure about.

Not sure if we can ever see or find.

It will save a lot of energy and time.

I guess.

And until then I will rest my head, cry just a little and keep on going with whatever I was doing already.

I believe it was a few months ago that I had no interest in looking at men.

Not that I was interested in women or wanting to explore that side.

It was just that I wasn’t looking at all.

It felt I needed to be in that place to see things in introspect and investigate something deeper to understand myself better.

I knew it had a purpose.

More about this in my story : ‘As long as you smile and not make big mistakes, all will be fine’.

That said, I believe I am coming out of a shell.

Although the information I am receiving is about someone I know.

The truth is that we are not together and I have to understand what I need to be doing, to be involved in the right way.

It is not that I am desperate or am trying to get involved, only because I have been receiving this kind of information.

In that sense, I am disconnecting from this and would like to understand what it is that I need in a relationship.

Apart from knowing it is him.

Sometimes we need to be alone.

Just a walk of life.

For our own specific reasons.

Lately I am alone a lot.

There is just nobody. Really.

This is not some sad love story.

However, my heart has been broken.
I have cried many tears.