I was watching a movie called Nine days.
About the selection process before souls make it to earth.
Where I don’t think all souls go through this process.
It was most interesting to see there is more to it, then this process of being selected or to endure the nine days in total.
I am still watching the movie, I am halfway there.
For the first time I stopped a movie to finish watching it another time.
A part of me is very excited to see what is coming.
They were speaking about having an added factor on earth.
Besides the experience of feeling, having emotions, perhaps even dreaming or to understand what it is to live.
Like any job, you need to have something extra, worthwhile even.
Please let me be clear on this one, I am saying this in the highest light.
I don’t want to make you scared or to say you have done anything wrong.
I believe this place exists.
This place before coming to earth, let’s call them nine days.
The irony before coming to earth, we have no recollection what time and days really mean.
Of course, I understand it is a trial period to perhaps start to get familiar with what that is.
In one of the assignments the selected souls are watching different tv screens, to see what is happening to the souls who were selected and were born human.
The souls who are in the process for nine days are allowed to make comments, write things down of what they see. You can even call it a little diary.
I was watching the screens of these humans who were already selected.
It felt to me you were watching things to experience on earth.
Playing the violin, drawing monsters.
Walking the beach, riding a bike, holding hands with a lover.
Crying tears and feeling miserable.
The fact is, I still have to finish this movie.
I see so many people on earth just doing whatever, where I am a spectactor of a show I am watching.
Although the process of nine days is not really connected with heaven.
I do believe there is a connection there with love.
I once saw a documentary about a dating service in India.
The facilitator of this service told, matches were actually made in heaven.
I don’t really know why she said that, perhaps as a disclaimer some matches don’t last.
For the simple fact not all people believe in Heaven or can’t reach that destination.
We don’t even know if that is a real place.
Of course I understand the point of view, where the matches are pre-made.
For me, it would take out a lot of fun perhaps.
I’d rather be surprisingly invited to have a drink together.
Where we would sit a little bit in a corner, enough light to see each other.
Still visible for the staff at the bar, where we’d be pleased to be served our drink to have our conversation going.
In the dimmed light, I can see the movements of his hands.
He is trying to express what he wants to say.
Sometimes looking down, finding the words to impress me.
Of course, he already did.
It is about taking the time to get to know each other, understanding what we are like.
To forget about time and see it is past 2 in the morning.
I don’t know if it would be a walk of shame or I would spend the night, I guess it is the same feeling.
The point I’d like to make is I’d rather make a match on earth.
I hope to see if the rest of the movie says something about it.
Perhaps I am in this trial period of ‘nine days’ myself.
Of course the time of nine days is fictional.
It is giving me the time and space to perhaps prepare myself for what is coming.
I hope it will be something love related.