The headline of a short article.
Nothing particular I wanted to read.
It was perhaps some curiosity which caught my eye.
And yes, as a single woman in my mid thirties I was open to know what the articles had to say.
That I am in my mid thirties, is maybe not so important.
Don’t we all just have men loving us?
Saying this of course from a single woman’s perspective.
When reading this article, a lot was coming up.
‘I am doing something wrong’, I started to think.
Could an article make you feel unworthy?
Something stayed with me, while reading.
I started questioning my own selfworth, after I finished the article.
Why all men weren’t drooling after me.
Why is it so important a man should hunt you down?
Is this really what life is about?
Better to say, is this what love is about?
I was scanning through the article.
Going through these 5 trades, to understand what this type of woman has, apparently all men love about them.
‘Was it just 5 trades?’ I was thinking.
Something easy to reach or almost not reachable at all?
It was confusing me, it didn’t make sense to me.
If it came together like this, would I want to be this type?
I felt pushed, I felt I didn’t make it.
I was in my mid thirties and I wasn’t this type of woman.
I had failed in life and as a woman, miserably.
That was the reality of it.
We go by the articles we read and see them for the truth.
I don’t even know anymore if this should be a question or not.
Should an article really make you feel like this?
The more I was reading and realizing all these things I was feeling, I started asking.
Shouldn’t a type of woman outline women are part of a package?
A package of so much more.
Of just 5 trades.