The Love Journey of Lakshmi
I thought it was about a guy that I shared the bed with and left me in tears.
Something along those lines.
However, that never happened to me.
Perhaps even for good reasons.
But I guess it would be just an example of a love experience that we know.
Where I’d like to find out if there are other forms of love experiences out there.
Taking away that fear and making me want to go further.
Believing in the positivity that is out there and finding what I need to.
Where I am longing for more.
Because honestly, I don’t think it is a test of love as such.
To me the test of love is to overcome some hurdles in ourselves to know if we are ready for that kind of love commitment.
It is a journey inward.
Let me say it like this, whenever there is a test coming, it is to know we are already there.
Just that we need this test to lock it in our mind, perhaps the heart of anything else that needs that kind of confirmation. That is what a test of love to me is about.
Perhaps just a confirmation of love.
A test is not a burden nor something we have to face, but just to know where we are at that moment in time. To see where we are going and what needs to be done.
There is no failure, perhaps not even a success, since that is not the objective.
It is just to see where you are.
And that can be anything.
A place in ourselves, or one that we understand.
A feeling or thoughts, perhaps something real.
It could all be.
The only thing that remains is what is important for us to know at that moment of the test.
Where I make the decision if that dating app is a ground to find that someone that is good for my heart.
I guess another boundaries I am putting.
Where I have the experience that I remain believing in love.
And if it isn’t that, a commitment where I can keep believing in myself.
‘Why don’t we skip the common..?’ Is what he wrote to me on Tinder.
‘What do you mean I asked him?’
‘Can we talk about it later?’ is what I heard.
It sounded exactly as serious as it was meant to be.
I was in the common area of the toilet.