I woke up this morning with the idea of writing a story.
I had a feeling that I had a lot in store.
So, off I went.
Not thinking too much.
I took a shower, ate a small breakfast and kept on going with my morning routine.
I had decided the night before that I wanted to write a story the next day.
A mental reminder for me to know what the next day would bring.
A little sleep would be only apart from that.
But as I wasn’t thinking too much of the story I wanted to write, my mind was thinking about it anyway.
I guess it is just normal.
A form of preparation or just a way of getting myself in that kind of mood.
If it is that at all.
However, it doesn’t matter much.
Small are my thoughts when I am in that kind of vibe.
Because I have to say, there isn’t much to worry about.
There is no deadline.
No rush, so to speak.
Nobody wants anything from me.
There is no expectation.
For the simple reason I don’t have any.
I don’t have to show up at a certain time.
There are no meetings.
The only concern I have when I am writing is where I am going to have my coffee.
To make sure the coffee place I want to go is open.
And then I just need to figure out where I want to go.
After that, it is just me and my own thoughts and feelings.
A recipe for me to write whatever needs to come out in that setting of time and place.
Although I am spreading the words, sharing the link of my website and talking about it to others when I think it is appropriate.
There is really nobody else involved.
Just me and this black and white.
The words in my mind and the ones that end on my website for people to read.
I keep the stories in my mind, for that moment where I have the time.
However, sometimes I keep them stored in my aura.
I don’t really know why it is like that.
I guess, it is just how my body works.
And I am trusting that.
The stories that are stored, I keep for the right time to process.
Because in a world where we need to find the time, it is good for me to know that I can write whenever that time is available.
A way for me to rest my mind, to not get stressed and be able to write stories with the right mindset.
I believe that is necessary and healthy.
That I am not wandering off to what else needs to happen.
To be bound to what I need to do at that moment.
Not a word vomit or a clearing of my mind.
However, sometimes it is just that.
Because love has no boundaries.
People have them.
I hope you are one of that kind.
A kind I like.
But to not go too far out of the ordinary.
To keep it here.
A place that is safe and nice.
I need to make that next step in my writing.
Where people can enjoy reading my stories, or whatever is necessary for them to know and feel.
Because I just care.
And that is really all that holds.
Not to think too much about anything else.
Just the way I am writing these stories.
However I can understand sometimes it isn’t like that.
The stories can be a reminder of just that.
That there is always a time to rest the mind and not think about anything too much.
Perhaps just to think about drinking your coffee and what time you need to show up for your next appointment.
And read a little bit in between.
I guess that is all fine for me.
Because, it isn’t all that important.
To wrap this story, I will not make it too difficult.
Not a message you need to know.
No homework.
Or anything that is reminding you of the world you are in.
Because love isn’t that.
I am not here to make things worse, to remind you of anything negative.
Just to make your life a little lighter.
A smile on your face would already make me happy.
But the reality is that I can’t buy anything with that.
It just means that my heart is nice and kind.
And I hope to meet you one day.
But perhaps it is that you need to buy my stories, so I can write more for you to make yourself happy.
Wouldn’t that be a great idea?
I think it is a nice give and take.
I would sign up for that.
I hope you would do the same.
All is really for you.
It is there for you to take and whenever you are ready I will be there on the same side.
Shoulder to shoulder.
Great things are awaiting us.
Well, I guess it was nice meeting you.
Hope to see you soon.