I believe circumstances can lead doing noting, or being capable of doing something.
We speak of a block.
When it comes to writing it is more obvious.
Perhaps the circumstances are not always the reason for the block.
Let me put it like that.
I think a lot of people are blocked, in many ways.
Even without the circumstances, or without even knowing.
I was thinking of myself.
The things I was writing.
Nothing specifically.
Ok, maybe just something.
I was thinking of my love life.
Is it possible to have a block in love?
Or perhaps even have ‘A lovers block?’
I was thinking.
There is no lack of attention, of people wanting to be with me.
For their specific reasons.
However something does feel a bit off.
I don’t even know if it is really a block. And if that is a question.
It could also be, it is just because of Winter.
Winter of Nothingness.
Still think this is a nice name for a princess.
But to come back to being in a place of block, it means I am somewhere and not nowhere.
And perhaps that is what it is.
This ‘block of love’.
I consider myself not single.
I have learned that being single means I am already committed.
A commitment to gather myself with people to one day not be single anymore.
Before starting to be single, being committed to gathering ourselves with people to one day not be single. There is nothing.
With me considering myself not single. Did I come to that place of nothing?
Or am I in that place of not considering being single and therefore already committed?
I was wondering.
Is being single and not being single the same difference?
Are we in our essence already committed?