I have to go back a few years, however it was August, like it is now.
I never thought about it so deeply.
Until a few days ago.
It came out of nothing, although I wasn’t surprised.
I believe it has something to do with the phase I am going through.
Leaving behind some weight I am carrying.
To end a past I once lived. Keeping a memory alive, perhaps.
What better way to write about it, making it into a story.
It feels light as a feather, at least.
I was in a relationship or how I called it.
To name the time we spend together.
We were together for about 1,5 years when this happened.
August the month I had the strength to let him go. The words I was able to find to set myself free.
Where I finally broke up with him.
It was the strength August gave me.
I know it was around the 8th of that month, which is also called Lion’s gate in the spiritual world.
I thought about explaining a bit more what Lion’s gate means, I still find it a bit difficult.
A portal is what it is called, where you can see it as you walk through a door.
A different room that door is marking. Where there is a before and an after.
Like the way I was telling, the strength I endured to finally break up.
Although Lion’s gate has nothing to do with love, it did make my life easier in the end.
Perhaps that is just what I needed to know.
A conversation I had about this spiritual context just yesterday. Where the person I spoke with, told me it is a choice to believe in such a thing.
I didn’t say anything back to that.
I don’t know if it is something you believe or not, I never thought about it.
Only until a few days prior I had this feeling to write this story.
I felt it was important to write it down. Although, I also don’t really know how to explain otherwise.
I understand there is a lot to say about it and perhaps it sounds a bit lucrative.
I totally agree.
It doesn’t make my head spin, but I can see it from a different point of view also.
I never thought that Lion’s gate was going to help me break up, although I do believe in the magic and mystery around it.
I had struggled for such a long time with this person.
It was the end of a sad time.
The strength I found in the portal, that door. Gave me this opportunity to end what wasn’t good for me.
I believe this goes beyond the choice or something we believe. It is just there for us to take, if we want. Which sounds more in line with this Lion’s gate portal.
As you can understand there are more portal’s, spiritual doors for us to open and explore what is beyond our own world.
Where I am sharing this story, how I was able to break up with someone that wasn’t good for me. With of course the disclaimer that Lion’s gate is not a guarantee you will break up.
It has no relation whatsoever.
It just shows a door of strength, something we can take, but only if we want or keep it open for it to happen as it should.
I believe this is how it explains.
In this way there is much more possible than just a break up. Strength doesn’t go that way, however sometimes we need or want to have the strength to do certain things. Lion’s gate is a door where it can happen.
Where I was able to find the strength in myself, to tell him I just couldn’t anymore.