After the realization I found yesterday, there is a new love waiting for me.
I need some time to let that sink.
Perhaps, also as a preparation of what is coming.
I have to say, the things that I have seen in my dreams, it will all be worth it.
However some questions did cross my mind.
Why not earlier?
Why is this now happening?
Was this all the plan from the beginning?
Perhaps I am carrying still some insecurities, to have this love.
However it is no wonder to me.
I am an introvert and need my time to get comfortable.
It doesn’t say he isn’t.
To be honest, I don’t know actually if he is.
What I have come to understand, is we all walk a different path.
At least, we don’t always need to follow the same road.
The important thing, we will be meeting, to have this love started.
Although I don’t know how it will happen.
I am less afraid, as I was a short while ago.
That is at least what I feel.
It does mean the end of me being single.
I would welcome it, as I feel I am getting a bit sad I am always alone.
I believe this is the whole reason I am getting this information about me and him.
One part is a sense of intuition and also just a logical form of action.
That this is now coming towards me.
Although the end is not always the destination.
It will be just the start of a new love journey.
What else can it be?
But with the knowledge that I have.
It means I will need this time to get myself prepared.
To gather and investigate further with the right information.
Finishing some things I need to do for my own health and being.
Just to know I am ready for the sake of us together.
It means I need to let him do, whatever he needs to be doing.
Something I don’t really want to know, although I have my opinion.
The only thing I can say, it is part of the process.
It is a trust that I am speaking about.
Letting things unfolds in it’s own way.
A delicate process I am respecting.
It needs to develop in it’s own time and grow to become what it should be.
To have a love for the world to see.