When it comes to matters of the heart, I think I am an expert.
I was about 5 years old when I said : “He is just not into you”.
Actually I said, “He just likes her better”.
Something I told my then best friend.
Hours we spoke, while playing.
When she spoke about him, we needed to stop and drank a bit of tea.
Sometimes even imaginary.
I mean we were just little girls, playing.
We were at her house, at the attic.
Her mother downstairs.
She asked me why he wasn’t looking at her.
I can remember it as the day of yesterday, I even made a drawing.
Three circles, representing them.
Arrows, pointing out who was looking where.
Two of the circles closer to each other, him and the other girl.
She was in love with a boy, but he was looking at another.
It is a true story.
If it was true what I said to her, I don’t know.
“He just likes her better”, I said.
The only thing I can remember.
I mean, I was still a little child.
Now she is happily married with a baby girl.