It is the place where I am right now and some people I have met.
Conversation I have had, where it is staying at the moment.
Not a moment in time or something I specifically want to keep.
A memory it will be, one day.
Perhaps already after finishing this story.
The deeper meaning I am still finding out, however it is something that keeps me questioning.
I just don’t know very well what that is.
The question is even a question and somehow this is where it ends.
So, I thought of writing things down.
I believe mainly for myself.
I don’t know if people are actually reading what I am putting out there, but if they do, it makes me happy.
Thanks for doing that.
The gratefulness is all mine, just so you know.
I am at a place where there are a lot of people surfing.
I don’t do that, in case you were wondering.
Although I tried one day in the past.
I was mainly hugging waves and gasping for air while I was trying to not drown.
Yes, that is also a reality of surfing.
It was ok for me, actually.
Not a specific lesson I learned.
Now I just watch others surfing in the ocean.
Sitting on the top of the cliff, watching.
I think a better place for me than trying to get the water out of my nose and ears.
This is where I heard a story about how deep it goes here.
A form of code who gets the wave first and even people getting frustrated with surfers who are learning. Who like me are kissing sand, instead of finding that balance on the board.
Honestly, I didn’t know people were getting mad about new surfers.
I can’t imagine that, for the simple reason I have never accomplished to surf a wave.
But I already told you.
This is where I heard a story about how deep it goes here.
I mean, especially in high seasons there are a lot of people coming to this kind of place.
It holds the same when it comes to winter seasons, at ski resorts.
The same difference I believe.
I believe there is no mystery about it and generally we know this is happening.
I was just amazed when hearing it, perhaps it would do the same for you.
Where you can make that change for yourself, or find out if this is what you like.
I am talking about the ease of kissing, perhaps even doing other things and anything else related.
The sun and ocean are setting a mood, I get it.
Then there is the aspect of time where people are on holiday.
Surfing for perhaps a week or two, where people don’t have to take that kind of responsibility.
It is something I have also experienced.
I was in a bar.
This guy was staring all the time at me and for some reason we did have a conversation at one point that evening.
He mentioned a couple times where he was ‘hanging out’ that week and ‘if I was going there too?’
Not so much a question, nor an invitation.
More to make sure we were able to meet in that time manner.
I didn’t give any answer to him and I don’t think I ever thought of going to these places he was mentioning when I went home, eventually.
What I am trying to say is regarding this kind of meeting on the surface.
Perhaps it is even related to surfing.
Yes, I thought about this literate joke.
But when I think now, it isn’t that funny.
More an awareness this is happening and perhaps it does have a form of truth.
Because there was this other story I heard, about surf instructors.
Where they were waiting till the last day of the surfing week and would be doing things not meant for this paper.
Just to be sure the girls would leave the next day and there wouldn’t be any drama.
I am just telling that story, my ears were hearing.
At the same time I was thinking.
‘How deep is that love?’
I don’t even know if that remains on the surface, but I think we can at least say this isn’t a form of love.
If you’d ask me at least.
Perhaps it has to do with the tides of the ocean.
It comes and goes.
Like those girls, it is easy for these boys to catch them like that.
Surfing those waves.
I didn’t write it down like this on purpose, but it could be a form of truth.
Not a blame I am putting out there.
It could be the match they are making.
Perhaps a certain mindset they are having.
Not just those guys, but the girls also.
Who believe in the mystery and coolness of those surf dudes.
I guess it is easier to fall for that than to make sure you don’t drown in the water.