Although Valentine’s day is about a lot, a story can never do any harm, I thought.
Normally I am not so much following that kind of flow, of the common and commercials.
So, I am sitting here, in another coffee place.
Thinking about what I am going to write, perhaps even questioning myself just a little.
Why I don’t have a lover at the moment and I don’t have to celebrate anything in that field.
Buy a present, to express my love.
Although I did buy myself a present, just not for this occasion.
I mean, there are no rules.
I don’t know, there is so much and nothing at the same time.
To write and to think about, when it comes to love and other things.
Perhaps I should write about my new lover, I am thinking.
Not a foresight, just a feeling I have.
I mean, with the person I am, I won’t stay single forever.
Everyone gets their turn, sometimes we just need to wait and see.
Have a coffee or go to a museum.
Writing down a few words, to find some answers.
Heal from the past and see our own self worth.
Overcome those obstacles, finding a new way to think and how we are perceiving that look in the mirror.
If Cupid had a helper, I think it would have my name.
More about that another day, perhaps in another story.
Sometimes nothing is really happening in that kind of department.
A standstill in love, so to speak.
All is meant to be like that, to prepare for the next best thing to come.
A kiss on the cheek or a hug in the dark.
A message on your phone, or something less obvious.
But you can always buy yourself some flowers, or turn off the light before going to sleep.
It doesn’t really matter.
It matters ‘I love you’.
Some words I say to myself.
But if nobody is there to tell you, perhaps you need to see and read it.
It is yours to take.
However, sometimes I forget to say that to myself, those 3 little words.
Perhaps this Valentine’s day is a reminder to that.
Putting it down on paper, where I won’t forget for the years to come.
This is where it starts, how you act and behave.
Who you are surrounded by and the words you speak.
When you don’t have anyone in your life, you are a very lucky person.
It means there is a lot to love about you and your person will show up when the time is right.
We just need to grow up a little bit and leave behind what isn’t important.
Which sometimes takes a little while.
In the end, there isn’t anything to worry about.
Nothing to miss out, nothing to fear.
No dragons to slay, no princesses in a tower waiting to be saved.
I don’t think that is the end of the story.
How will it go in real life then?
Well I have to see it with my own eyes, I guess.
And with that, I wish you a nice day.