trust - The Love Journey of Lakshmi

A little love crush

Posted on 31/10/202431/10/2024 by Lakshmi

With having this little crush, what was nice for its worth.
There are certainly some things that I will remember.
Perhaps even something I needed in my love journey.

I was feeling hot and cold at the same time, however it wasn’t like a fever.
More like a wild night on a rainy day.

I was thinking ahead if I would go there and then changed my plans accordingly.

I was nervous just a little and I think I did show that to him a couple of times.
Fuck, I was really scared when that happened.
However, I think he also didn’t really know what to do with the situation.

Love stories as a way to rest the mind

Posted on 16/03/202416/03/2024 by Lakshmi

All is really for you.
It is there for you to take and whenever you are ready I will be there on the same side.

Shoulder to shoulder.
Great things are awaiting us.

Well, I guess it was nice meeting you.
Hope to see you soon.

The place where love can come home

Posted on 11/07/202303/09/2023 by Lakshmi

It was something that was said to me today.
Something that I was feeling for some time I wanted to write about.

I was teaching a yoga class and one of the girls came to me afterwards.

She said, ‘I don’t know of the women actually understand of what you were saying and if the class is effective to them’.

The women I am teaching are refugees and they don’t fully comprehend the language I am speaking.

So I answered her question.

I told her that yoga is not about the language that we speak, or that we need to hear all the words to understand the meaning.

To have a love for the world to see

Posted on 25/04/202306/09/2023 by Lakshmi

After the realization I found yesterday, that there is a new love waiting for me.
With a boy that I have already met.

I need some time to let that sink.

Perhaps, also as a preparation of what is coming.
And I have to say, the things that I have seen in my dreams, it will all be worth it.

However some questions did cross my mind.

For the love of my body

Posted on 15/04/202306/09/2023 by Lakshmi

The last couple of days I have been sick.

A slow down of my body.
And many more things.

To give me time for things I needed to learn and know.
A time for introspection and insights for my being.

To understand and grow to become again healthy.

Commitment of a free spirited woman

Posted on 24/03/202306/09/2023 by Lakshmi

The free spirit women, let me call them like this.

It is not something I consider myself, however I am spirited and my mind is free.
However it doesn’t say anything more than this.

We think that free spirited women, can just do whatever, let me stick with this.
Only because I am a woman.

But let me tell you a short story.

Does Love start with Trust?

Posted on 29/01/202309/09/2023 by Lakshmi

Many times I have thought Love starts when there is Trust.
‘If I can trust you blindly, I can love you blindly’.

And it didn’t come out of nowhere that I had these thoughts about trust and love. And connecting them together.

When coming from a relationship of lies, my first questions raised about this.

Not even stating what the effect of the lies had done to me.

Just the questions. Perhaps even a way for me to search for ground to experience love. Not even talking about true or genuine love. Real love. Just love in its essence.

But are trust and love connected? Do we need trust to be able to love?