All is really for you.
It is there for you to take and whenever you are ready I will be there on the same side.
Shoulder to shoulder.
Great things are awaiting us.
Well, I guess it was nice meeting you.
Hope to see you soon.
The Love Journey of Lakshmi
All is really for you.
It is there for you to take and whenever you are ready I will be there on the same side.
Shoulder to shoulder.
Great things are awaiting us.
Well, I guess it was nice meeting you.
Hope to see you soon.
It was something that was said to me today.
Something that I was feeling for some time I wanted to write about.
I was teaching a yoga class and one of the girls came to me afterwards.
She said, ‘I don’t know of the women actually understand of what you were saying and if the class is effective to them’.
The women I am teaching are refugees and they don’t fully comprehend the language I am speaking.
So I answered her question.
I told her that yoga is not about the language that we speak, or that we need to hear all the words to understand the meaning.
After the realization I found yesterday, that there is a new love waiting for me.
With a boy that I have already met.
I need some time to let that sink.
Perhaps, also as a preparation of what is coming.
And I have to say, the things that I have seen in my dreams, it will all be worth it.
However some questions did cross my mind.
The last couple of days I have been sick.
A slow down of my body.
And many more things.
To give me time for things I needed to learn and know.
A time for introspection and insights for my being.
To understand and grow to become again healthy.
Many times I have thought Love starts when there is Trust.
‘If I can trust you blindly, I can love you blindly’.
And it didn’t come out of nowhere that I had these thoughts about trust and love. And connecting them together.
When coming from a relationship of lies, my first questions raised about this.
Not even stating what the effect of the lies had done to me.
Just the questions. Perhaps even a way for me to search for ground to experience love. Not even talking about true or genuine love. Real love. Just love in its essence.
But are trust and love connected? Do we need trust to be able to love?
‘I have friends that have Tinder babies’. The lady told me.
I was watching the blond hair of the woman that was laying in front of me.
Her face was down. I was gently massaging her neck.
‘Why don’t you come sit and have a drink?’ asked my coworker.
We had finished our working hours and he was sitting at the bar.
‘No, I will go home. I am tired’. But I didn’t say it as firmly as I maybe would have wanted to say.
I was really just tired.
I went to the toilet instead.